by Edrilyn Melecio
It seems so hard
It seems no one can understand
I, myself do feel so useless
And even at times,most worthless
Fear to change is what I am afraid of
Especially when the lights turn off
Though the sun is up, I feel so down
That I might do it again for nth time around
I'm in grief and pain, my awful soul
Can't even forgive myself at all
Terrified with covenants unforgivable to break
O what is to be done as I forsake?
Then with the still small voice that I'm longing to
Came back with great comfort and tears flushed through
I saw a light from the darkest abyss of mine
Fell upon my knees as my soul started to cry
O, the unwilling bitterness crept inside me
Wanted to break the chains around me
Leaving the sins thought to be unspoken
I walked back to the light with my heart, so broken
I testify that Satan can make things unnoticed
Thought it may seem good to the naked eyes to see
And once you're hooked, he'll laugh as he used to
Speedily drag you down, as miserable as himself
But then I found out, that in this very prison
The gate is open and has no keys
Have felt the keys are on my pocket as I hold
I realized, it is me, I am the key.
